I'm a very motherly girl, my mother instinct shoots up the roof whenever there is baby around.
Everyone around has been getting pregnant and having babies and I'm suffering not being able to have kids just yet.

I talked about it with my SO. At some point, after I talked my heart out... he just started telling me why he wants us to wait.

I can't repeat what he said because he kept talking and talking about how much he wants to have kids with me, that I'm his match, love of his life and he would like to spend time with me first, be able to enjoy waking up with me, and falling asleep. That he wants to at least have time when we'll be able to tie the bonds that the LDR don't alow us to. To grow together physicaly, to create home and family before we get kids into the equation.

From word to word my tears just started flowing from the expanding joy in my heart. It was like glow, like fire warming me from inside.
I love him so much. I can't believe I deserve someone like him.

Even being so far away I can TASTE and almost TOUCH his love it's that strong. And I don't mind waiting because I know I have someone who will be the happiest dad when it comes to it, And I know that when we finally have a baby together it will be an extention of the strong and most amazing love that connects us.