If I wasn't as sure of what we have with Adam I'd be seriously pissed after talk with my grandma.

She finally accepted that I'm meeting new guy after divorce and asked... and then promptly said she doesn't want to know.

I'm such a bad choice for him apparently, because I'm divorced, with kid and has no job. And of course guys only think about that, right?

And beside that It's apparently my fault that my mariage ended. (!?)

So I told her that in England I have more chance of finding job than anywhere in Poland, It might not work out but it's either him or no one else.

And explained just why my mariage ended. Because while I'm not saint my Ex had a big part in ending this mariage.

He's happy with his new SO, I'm happy with mine. What to want more?!

While I understand she's not feeling too well in present times it realy hurts.

I've always been the black sheep of the family, divorce just confirmed it for them.