I used to flirt with other people to a point where I needed it to feel good about myself. I needed to feel desired, apreciated, maybe loved, but since I met Adam, I don't need it, I don't do it.
At first I thought it's because I was so much in love with him, thr rose tinted glasses and so on, but they fell off already.

Yesterday I realized that al that I used to seek out from others... I have in him.
I can flirt with him and he flirts back, I can make him desire me and he follows, he makes me feel apreciated, cared for and loved.

With that comes the feeling of being at home, whenever I'm with him.

My dad asked me if I miss Poland, I don't. I miss Oliwia, but I am at home here, with the love of my life, and when I get my kido here, It'll be the best home I could dream about.