Thanks for your response for the previous post.
I did agree to his rules and demands previously because I agree that he had Olie's best intention in mind.
At the same time, I still can't find anything and it drives me crazy. Olie should start school here on September, she won't be able to.
The plan was to leave her in Poland for another year if I don't have a job but I don't think I can do that to her and to myself.
She would need to move to her dad's place and that mean she won't be able to skype with me because of internet connection, she won't be seeing her dad any more than she is right now (while liing with my parents) and she'll need to change school and be taken care by my ex's girlfriend who has two daughters of her own.
I am not thrilled about the prospect.
The moment I can take her I will, even if it means moving her in the middle of school year.
On the topic of the job. I seriously don't know what's wrong with me. I applied for around 70-80 jobs, had two interviews and only one company came back to me (Telling me that one of the reasons was my bad english).
It feels like something's wrong with me but no one tells me what should I do differently. It is still better than in Poland but because of Olie, I am getting desperate.
Do you have an English equivalent qualification? A lof of places even for bottom end jobs want at least a Grade C GCSE or the equivalent. There are usually courses free if you're out of work to get this done. Perhaps this will help your chances?
As a mother myself, I honestly can't imagine leaving my daughter in another country so it must be difficult. I don't think I could have made the decision that you did. Does your daughter speak English too? She will find school here very difficult if she doesn't to a high level.