My SO and I have been talking about what else we can do since he's not coming here to visit. We decided that we're meeting in another country and will stay there for about a month maybe. We both need a little vacation time and this would be perfect. Then we'll continue with our original plan with me going to Australia on a Work and Holiday visa.

This means that everything we planned will be pushed ahead schedule (which I'm okay with). The plan was that I was going to be here at home till June, but now the plan is that I'm leaving in March. Long story short, I'm struggling over here. I think everyone has a place to be in life and I know being here is not the place for me.

Anyway, it looks like we'll be together in a few months!! I'm so excited! My mom is coming with me for about a week. That way she is still able to meet my SO. She's surprisingly supportive about our plan (she says it gives her adventure in her life)

I'm so excited and I can't wait to be with him again!

~S