Just a little rant this morning before I start my day..

I've been having lots of health issues for the past 6 months and doctors don't know what it is...It really freaks me out because I don't know what it is. I go through with unexplained pain each day. I'm on edge because I'm scared. I feel so alone..My SO wants to helps and he tries to help me get my mind of it. But the pain continues throughout work while he's asleep. I feel like I'm at a loss here. No one can tell me what's going on. I don't want to go through tons of expensive tests because I simply don't have money for it.

I've been to the doctor many times, even the ER, but I get the same answer, "We don't know what's going on and we can't really do anything."

I guess I'm worried and anxious because my mind goes to the worst possible thing...I don't know really know how to deal with this anymore...I don't want to be alone and away from my SO while this all goes on..