In life, things may not go according to plan. So many things can change, and we can either be upset about it, or embrace the change.

When I met you, I was at the lowest point in my life. That may sound weird coming from someone who was 14 at the time. I was struggling in every aspect of my life. I was depressed and wanted to die. Then you can along and changed everything.

When I met you, I had no idea this is where it would take me. A simple match of two people is what brought us here. We talked a lot that day.

When I met you, I saw things looking better for me. I was able to talk to you about my problems without being judged. I was able to find ways to cope with my depression. Yes you were on the other side of the planet, but that didn't change anything, you were still my best friend.

When I met you, I didn't know I was capable of loving myself, or anyone else for that matter. You showed me how special I was at the time I hated myself. I will always love you for that.

When I met you, I didn't know I would fall in love. We were young, so we may not have really known what love was, but I knew that I had strong feelings for you. Even after 4 years together, I know that I am in love with you and you're the one.

When I met you, I didn't think I would feel my first heartbreak. We were young and stupid at that time. But that taught me so much more about myself. Although that heartbreak hurt, I pushed through it. We discovered that there's nobody else that we want to be with. As weird as it sounds, it was a good lesson we learned.

When I met you, who knew what we'd go through. We motivated each other to finish high school. You motivated me so much that you're the reason I graduated high school a year early.

When I met you, I had no idea that my parents would get divorced..but as always, you were there for me to help me through it.

When I met you, I never would have predicted that I would be going through these problems now..I feel many emotions about this. I'm frustrated that this is happening, but I'm grateful that you're still here to help me through it. I look at this as a little bump in the road that we can overcome. I fight and push forward because you give me something to fight for. We have been through so much worse than this and I know that we will work through this like we always do.

I will never stop fighting in life. I will do the best I can because I know I'm capable. You may not know how much you've impacted my life, but know that I will always love you for that.

~S