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blissfulgirl2 started a blog post Confused/LostConfused/Lost
I just want school to start to distract me from constantly thinking of one thing-you have seen in it the last two blogs I have posted the whole moving there for half a year then moving back to my hometown. I just can't shake this feeling of if I move over there I end up staying for a year we move back here and I don't want to go back to school. I really just want to finish this second year at my community college then transfer and work my ass off to get my teaching certificate get hired and start teaching asap. I can't just stop going to school after I have worked so hard already to just drop it and pack my bags.When my boyfriend visited here last month for the first time he fell in love with it. The green tree's and the bay, and the small town. What if when I visit him for the first time and don't fall in love? Then what? Will he still move over with me or will he still want me to move over? I don't know! And it scares me because I don't want to lose him over changing location. It's so hard and I think now we are 2 months into our 2nd year it's getting harder to decide when we are going to end this distance and be together everyday in the same town and get married. It's so tiring typing all this out in one blog but trust me it's on my mind 24/7 now. It's all I can think about. What should I do? Help?You must be logged in to post a comment.
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So I definitely think you should stay in school! What about him moving to be with you for a year? If that is not possible, then would you two be able to make it just on visits every once and a while? I want to be with my SO now, but I know that the wait is worth it, so on we go. Sometimes it is just better to focus on the present instead of just planning the future when it is too complicated.