Me and Jonathan are fine we are going to just going to take things slow with our relationship and see how this year goes as far as getting engaged because we both still want too its just we want to wait. I'm willing too. Recently school hasn't been the best for me I love my class this quarter but I am no where near getting my degree I'm at a community college in my second year and to hear that is devastating. And I wanted to transfer out and go to a four year I had planned to go to and be in their teaching program--now I might not get to that goal man it's hard. Seriously school wise I am so depressed and stressed out I can't take it sometimes. Jonathan helps when I need him but I wish he was living here because then he could hold me when I cry. School wise I don't know where to turn and I might take next quarter off and go see Jonathan in England.