defeated |diˈfētid|
adjective
having been beaten in a battle or other contest

I tried to go out today to the mall and shop but I couldn't do it. I feel so down and bad, that stupid Vikki got me. I didn't act like I when talking to her but after we had our comment battle she sent me a message and she basically said my SO was talking about us at work. And I hope he's been saying good things but from what she says that he has been saying that he's not getting any and he and I didn't get along when he was here. Which is bs. I dont know what to do. I am defiantly going to talk to my SO when he gets on skype tonight. I know he and Vikki work together and are friends but there's a line that friends are not to cross and she crossed it and threw a knife at it. And she was like when are you coming over so I can talk to you in real time and I said spring break and she said can't wait. Ugh bring it on bitch! -was going through my head. But in reality I was like really? Im so done with you. I mean who does she think she is? She's in her 40's and a wife with kids why the hell is she digging in my relationship. Jealously? A cougar/cheater? I dont know but she's trying to break us up or something.