--directed to my SO--Here I am...Breathing, living, laughing and trying to enjoy each day although it always feels half empty without you here. I miss you being here, the way you sat in my car smiling at me and laughing at all the silly songs that camme on with me. The side of the bed you always came and laid on to wake me up in the morning. Your presence here is what I miss the most. Its almost ghostly without you here. The town seems more quiet the lights dont shine as bright nor do the stars or the sunsets. I hope you come back soon to fill the day with sunlight and your smile that always made my day. I love you so much more than I have ever loved anyone. Christmas feels lonely this year but I know your here in spirit I will save sugar cookies for you.