My x and I are just that x's, the whole skype thing was my moms suggestion and to tell you the truth it was awkward not because I was at school but because I didn't have anything to say. When we broke up I was civil but he fired the gun at me and said some horrible stuff that is making it hard for me to forgive him. Video calling with him is also sad because it makes me remember when we were happy and no matter how many times I talk to him I know he won't be my friend. He's still hung up that he will remain single forever because he's realizing what he lost. Truth be told I am not trying to come off as a snob but Im a good catch and him, not so much other than he came from a good family with lots of money. I think thats the reason that my mom was giving me grief saying he was from a good family. Yes, I miss him I am not closing off all my emotions. Like I said I am not so much hurt more like let down because I thought he was my one. But a little lonely..Not so much anymore I have been spending a lot of time with B. Hes so great and I am taking it slow because I really like him-love him. I mean it with all my heart and thats not rebound material and I dont do that emotional wise or physical. Because its mean. Other than that I felt like blogging and I am doing fine.