Out of my life...And that's hard. He's saying "pick me over B" and "if you don't I will disappear out of your life." Him saying that was like a knife going into my skin. And when he asked me to list off the things I liked about him I couldn't talk while he listed 20 things. It feels wrong saying good bye to him and him just leaving poof into thin air. I dont want him just leaving...B is not understanding this. He says I should cut off contact, but its hard. I don't wanna be with Jonny but I don't know! UGH B thinks I need time to think and I do a little. I want to be with B. But Jonny is refusing to let me go, I just shit. Im so lost. Crying. We skyped today and it was hard he was crying we were trying to figure things out.