I haven't told B about the whole x wanting to commit suicide then saying he cheated on me while we were dating. Now it's like that was a battle call- I cut all connection from him. Now his friend is messaging me. The annoyance never stops! If he lived her in my home state I'd drive to where ever he is and slap him across the face. First he's like I am gonna kill myself if you dont marry me. I say no in a polite way then his mood changes to hate like that and he cusses me out-I blocked him on skype last night because of that. He was im-ing me constantly. Ugh. I feel even though I blocked his friend that more people will start sending me stuff. Ugh. Its like he wants me to fight and I am backing out more like I turned my back and he sends cannon balls. HE EVEN HAD THE GUTS TO SEND MY FRIEND A MESSAGE ON FB> basically saying I was saying bad stuff about her and it's too bad that he and I aren't together because I cheated on him. When he cheated on me. True fact. This whole X thing is wearing me out. Why won't he just go away?

Ive moved on-why cant he?? His friend says he is trying to date someone else but I call BS on that because he said he was all sad and he can't date right now. Or maybe it is. I DONT CARE! Why can't these English D-bags leave me alone?!

Ooh and about the whole killing himself he just said that to see if I cared or if I would cry. What kind of messed up X does that? Seriously? I am so over this stupid going back and forth I did it for a little in the beginning now I am so annoyed.