The past few days have been awful for me.
First off, for the second time in 1 month, my flights have been cancelled and rescheduled by the airline, the second time this happened they didn't even contact me, I found out when I went to check some details. Today I logged onto the site only for it to tell me I didn't have any bookings or upcoming flights, I was not impressed since I booked my flights in January so I know they are there.

Also today, my kitty got into a fight and came back indoors bleeding, rushed him down to the vets. Thankfully the only thing wrong was a scratch and some missing fur on his back, same by his ear and a missing claw which is where the bleeding came from. The only problem now is the insurance won't cover it so I have to find a way of paying my mum back for the treatment.

The worse thing that's happened though is yesterday, when my SO told me we were done.
Long story short, he has been suffering depression and unfortunately the area he lives now, the closest doctors is miles away so he doesn't have any chance of getting help. So with the depression he is feeling worthless and keeps telling me I can do better, he wants me to have better, that I should leave and not bother coming to visit in June.

I fought back, asked him he still wanted this relationship, which he does, telling him that I know life isn't easy. I see it everyday around me, I've lived it. Life is about risks, I told him that if he thinks I'm making a mistake then he needs to let me figure that out for myself. At the end of the conversation he told me he feels guilty everyday, he thinks he's taking advantage of because all I want to do is help him.

I managed to get it back to the point where I am pretty sure we are a couple but it's a delicate balancing act right now. I love him more than anything, I wish there was more I could do.