I think it's a new obsession. I want, with all my heart, to live in Southern Cali with Eric. I mean, obviously I want to be with him, but the place alone - it just feels right to me. I feel so alive there. The weather is AWESOME. We had a freak flurry-blizzard yesterday. Yesterday! It's supposed to be spring, Canada! Meanwhile, Eric was basking in the sun enjoy palm trees. I. Adore. Palm. Trees. So envious. The beaches are gorgeous and the ocean is the most magnificent thing I've ever seen. The sunsets, on the beach, with palm trees, in Eric's arms...paradise, truly.

I have a tentative plan to make it happen...Okay, who am I kidding? I have an *extensive* plan that I'm completely set out on seeing through until the end.