So basically, Matt wanted me to make him some videos. He doesn't have skype so it's really hard to talk face-to-face. He seems to really like it when I just talk to him, though. Anyway, last night I spent a couple of hours recording a video for him to put on YouTube. He said he really loved it. If anyone is interested in watching it, here it is:

I know it's really silly, but it really is proof that he makes me happy... There's a first video too, it's not as funny though. I find I just need to stay creative with how I talk to him or else he'll get bored. We're both Geminis so it's possible... He's scared of me getting bored of him but I doubt that would ever happen. Especially because he has such an amazing accent!

I'm going to try to make a video for him every day. I've also been writing him letters every day so that I can mail him a bundle instead of a journal since journals are heavy which will make it more expensive. It's a lot of work but he's worth it...

Today he said to me, "You've touched me on a level I didn't think possible, you are an amazing human being <3" I got so many butterflies I thought I was going to explode. He always says the sweetest things... He just went to bed which is probably why I'm writing this. I hate the time difference. I'm never around when he wakes up and once I finally finish school it's about time for him to sleep. I like the weekends though, we can both adjust our schedules. Although it does tend to make weekdays hard after not sleeping right the entire weekend...

I'm so excited for him to come this summer! I actually can't wait. My mom asked about him today. She asked what he was like... We didn't have much time to talk but she said she wanted to talk more tonight. Maybe this will be the time to ask her if he can come stay with us this summer! I really hope so. If not, we'll figure something out. I'll find him somewhere to stay. I need him here.