So, yes, I just found that you can blog here. Cool.

So, basically, I just want to say I have the best boyfriend ever!

We were talking the other night, and he was asking me if I am afraid of this relationship.
I laughed and said no. Then I started thinking... Maybe can I change that to a yes? lol

I went through a bad relationship before, and as wonderful as my SO is, I couldn't help but keep waiting for the *wonderfulness* to suddenly go away and to be in great pain again. I was definitely scared, and lying about it. lol

So we talked it out, and I realized I had been totally unfair to him. He is such an amazing, wonderful person (he is human, but you can't tell lol) but I was enjoying how wonderful he was but expecting him to act like people from my past. I had pre-judged him in my heart and mind, and I was so sure that I was right. I generally hate being wrong, but in this case, I am glad to be wrong.
I apologized for my mindset. I hadn't noticed how unfair I was being, and I would have hated to have someone prejudge me by someone else's actions. He has been nothing but good to me, and promises that that isn't going to change. Life sometimes can be rough, and everyone has problems, but he's not the type to cut ties and run when things get hard.

I guess I am just the most lucky/blessed girl to have such a wonderful boyfriend!!! I can't wait to see him again!!!