Sunday night- we had our first big real fight: not even in person, over the phone.
Monday- we got to go out for a while, and resolved everything. (He is really good to me!!!)
Tuesday- we didn't see each other. I really really wanted to, but I didn't want to interrupt his normal life. (also, I'm sick and that's another excuse, however it is legit)
Idk. Closing the distance for now is so short-term. We have less than a month together until I move to China. I want to see him all the time, but I feel that would be selfish and inconsiderate of his time (even though I know he would not feel that way and would be against me even mentioning that, which is why I am just writing it all out here...)
I guess I am used to being LD and only seeing each other in spare moments and random weekends. Now that we are close I don't want to not be with him for even a moment, but that is really illogical.
Sorry that this is boring and just random thoughts typed out. I thought writing it all out might help me form a conclusion and working plan in my head. It did not.
Advice/comments appreciated!!! (unless they refer to my English/grammar. I'm being lazy. LOL) :P
