I've discovered that I really am impossible to please.
My SO was without a job since he went back home from visiting me.
Every time we talked he was stressed and talking about jobs he applied for.
He was so down!
I felt terrible.
Especially because a lot of the stress was because of me. (Not on purpose. I promise!) We were talking about if he gets a good job and things work out we could get married in October. And we're both super excited about that, but then as he couldn't get a job he just kept getting more and more depressed.
Because he was not working we had extra time together on Skype- pretty much whenever I wasn't working/sleeping and whenever he wasn't sleeping.
He just got a job last week (yay!!!) with lawn care. (OMG he's going to be so fit and tan and SEXYYYYYY when I see him in July!!!)
His job is 60+ hours a week. He just started this job on Friday and he worked 13 hours on Friday and 13 hours on Saturday.
He is sooooo tired, which is totally understandable. He's such a hard worker!
He'd been feeling so hopeless after not having a job, and now he is so happy.
Today he sent me this text: "I'm going to be able to buy you a ring, honey! I can't wait."
Awwwwwwwwwww... He's so cute!!!
And I'm grumpy right now because we haven't had time to talk more than 20 minutes since he started this job due to my work/his work, our sleeping, and Skype disconnecting every 2 minutes.
Am I impossible to please or what? lol
I actually don't want to look at rings though.
I am not the girl who has planned her wedding since she was young. I don't really even care what kind of ring I get! I figure if he picked it out I will absolutely love it, and looking online could get my hopes up as far as making me want something that I previously didn't know existed lol.
But I'm so excited and happy