...with food.

I love food.
I love it a lot!
And I love snack foods. This is not good.

I also have a thyroid condition (the fatty one) that makes my love for food even more evil.

I was doing well with my weight before my SO's visit. I was around 150 which is an acceptable weight for me, although not ideal.
During his visit we ate out and ate late pretty much every day (for 3 weeks!) so I was up to 158! I kept trying and trying to lose it but I couldn't stick to any resolutions I made.

Finally I have started a workout/eating habit that seems to be working well for me and I'm back down to 150. (yay)
I'd love to be about ten pounds lighter by the time I get married. I think that is the most I could possibly lose and be able to maintain.

I've stopped eating late, and I'm making better choices.
I'm just so hungry at night!
And if I go to bed hungry, I dream about food!
The funny part is that in my dreams I know I'm not supposed to be eating the food so I'm always trying to hide and eat LOL

Anyways, I figure maybe if I post this it will help me to keep track of where I'm going and what I'm doing.

I'm so self-conscious about my body/weight, so I normally would never admit to anyone how much I weigh. Hopefully this post doesn't jinx me!