I really want to make this a happy post, even if there was almost...a hint...of a quarrel, and my boyfriend hates quarrels (even more so than my husband, it is like he gets physically sick). But you know, "strange questions" can cause quite a stirr. When I really just want to it can easily become a bit of and . There you go... For next time, perhaps do not have long Skype conversations when you have the flu and he has only slept 3 hours. But who knows, it might have come up, sooner or later, anyway. This getting to know him-thing... and us, and me.

I discover so much about myself through this LDR! And sometimes it hurts... But I get to be really, really honest because without honesty nothing will ever work. And I feel vonerable, but greatful. I shall never forget it...

He was happy today, that I was happy again and he has been ever so sweet, asking my husband if I am really ok. And I just went to see my friend's newborn child! Very cool... If he was here I could have brought him along, but there you go. He cannot hug me when I have the flu. Skype sometimes fucks with us. These are things I will have to accept.

Plan tomorrow: work out to sweat out the flu!