For the first time in almost two months, I have my room (and even the whole flat - my flatmate's almost non-existant these days) all for myself. It's a weird feeling.
I know I complained about my friend not finding a place... but I really did like her being around. Especially after my boyfriend had left, it was good not to be alone. My friend is crazy, she makes new friends every minute and despite her living here for not even a month, she already has an Ex. I can't even keep up with all of her stories, but trying to keeps me busy and takes me mind off things.
I don't have that now and it's a lot harder for me. I took him to the station this morning (he's taking the coach - 16 hours!!!) and it was just so painful. Being long distance sucks
I hate crying in public (I was lucky enough it was sunny and I could wear sunglasses and wouldn't look too supid) and I hate having to say good-bye to him.It's only 13 days until the next visit, so that's not too bad really, but I hate being apart from him, not having an everyday life together, having to travel to see him, etc. It's just not fair.
Knowing that retail therapy works quite well for me, so I bought myself a new gym bag on my way home. It's black with pink, purple and white flowers on it <3 I had had an eye on it yesterday when I went shopping with my boyfriend, but it was only today that I was depressed enough to buy it. Plus I needed some motivation to hit up the gym, now that my boyfriend isn't here anymore to tell me to go.
I've already packed my stuff and I'm going to the gym in about 15min
yay.Also I have good news for my next visit. The foundation I did an internship with last year, is celebrating their 20th anniversary during my visit and they're refunding travel costs for participants in "justified cases". So I wrote them an e-mail about how I'm a broke student and travelling has become so expensive and blah... and they offered me two nights in a *****Hotel in my boyfriend's city
I explained that I can oranize my stay privately 
and that a refund of the travelling cost would help me a great deal more and they agreed. So my visit this month is basically free for me!! Totally justified since they didn't pay me anything during my internship!
Uh, so Gym now and I need to finally start reading for my BA thesis!
Enjoy your alone time while you can, even if it's a bit boring.
I hesistated to write them for some time, because I didn't want to feel like I was begging. I bought the tickets way before I ever got their invitation (it's a total coincidence that their party-thing is during my visit!) so I felt a bit... weird taking money from them. But if they didn't give it to me, they'd give it to someone else, more likely less deserving, right?!