It just hit me today.
My boyfriend's going home for a week in two weeks, then comes back for about two weeks, goes home again to go on a trip with his dad and friends, comes back for maybe a month... and he's helping me move, we're going on our trip to Ukraine... and then he's going to come back here and I'm going to stay with his parents.
He's not coming home with me, but instead will stay here until the end of the next semester which is mid-Febuary 2013.
So this are our last weeks of living together. I'm scared about it and I'm taking it out on him, which is not fair at all but I can't help it.
I'm worried about being long distance again. I'm sick of it. It's only until Febuary and from mid Febuary we're going to be living together again - at least for some time (whatever that means *sigh*) and he's going to be home for maybe three weeks around Christmas, so it should be fine... but I'm still scared.
I'm already stressing about moving. I have so much stuff. Almost all of my winter wardrobe is already at his parents', but I have books and dvds and my pig collection and... so much more stuff. I'm still debating whether or not I should get a place of my own.
It might be partly because I have no idea what I'm going to do after. I have a scholarship for the whole academic year and I should be done with classes after the first semester already and slowly start working on my MA thesis. I have no idea what I want to write about and no desire to think about that (I might go dialectology, but I'm not sure). I also don't know where I'm going to live and if it's really ok not to come back here. I really have no special desire to.

On an unrelated note: I made chocolate chip cookies today and they were (ARE!) SO.GOOD! And so easy to make. Totally going to repeat that. I'm going to have to find a way to ship them, so I can send some to my boyfriend when we'll be long distance again.

He has been so sweet today, despite of me being a bitch. He bought me strawberries and flowers and did the laundry which is normally my chore <3