I've been really busy since I last blogged, so I feel like I have quite a bit to update! Here it goes:
School:
The Fall semester started about 4 weeks ago, and I'm actually enjoying it! I really like all of my classes and professors. Even though I'm taking more classes than I was last semester, I'm not nearly as stressed out...yay!
Work:
Things have been going quite well with my business. I really worked hard on it over the summer, so I've been happy with the progress I've made. I wish I could put more time and effort into it, but with school, that's just impossible. My education is my biggest priority right now, so I have to put everything second to it. I'm optimistic about the future, once I get my Bachelor's degree next year. Then, I can fully work towards where I want to be in life
Relationship:
My SO and I have been going through a rough patch for the past few weeks, and it's starting to bring me down
He is really busy working on his thesis paper for his Master's degree, and it is due in just a few short weeks. I know he's majorly stressing about it, and I understand that his education is the most important thing in his life right now. However, I can't help but feel a bit neglected and lonely at times :/
You see, my SO is a huge procrastinator. I've never met anyone who procrastinates as much as this man. For example, when I first met him, he was telling me how he needed to start immediately on his Master's thesis so he could get his degree. That was 3 years ago. Now, he's finally getting to the finish line, but he still procrastinates. His paper was originally due on September 23, but he just extended the due date to October
I've never written such a large or important paper, so perhaps I have no right to say anything, but I feel completely put on the back burner lately. I totally understand that he can't spend hours and hours every week Skyping with me, but recently, he doesn't even send a text for a couple days at a time. Maybe I'm asking too much, but it's hard enough seeing him only a few times a year. These days, we barely even talk I miss him a lot and I'm starting to feel lonely. His birthday was this past Saturday, and I sent him a card. When he got the card, he barely even acknowledged it. On the rare occasions that we do Skype, he seems distracted and annoyed, as if I'm bothering him. He doesn't say sweet things to me anymore, and isn't interested in being intimate over Skype. I'm really hoping it's just the stress of this paper. I wish things could go back to normal between us Also, like I wrote in my last blog, I did a boudoir photography shoot for my SO as his birthday present. I'm getting the photos back this week, but I'm nervous to even send them to him at this point. He just doesn't seem interested in anything sexual these days. Ugh, I better stop writing before I get emotional.
Anyways, sorry to end on a negative note, but hopefully things will get better! And for those who are interested, I will probably post another blog soon with the pics from my photo shoot
