I can't decide what to do, help?

[Sora1101]

Go for your degree, seriously. Your education will define your future.

Your SO will understand

It's not that he won't understand, he's the one that's definitely pushing me to do it while I keep faltering, it's just I went from finding the perfect house with him, a house we could build on together, I had been picturing it in my mind for months and then suddenly it's ripped away for at least 2 years, it's just been hard to deal with.