Feeling like crap...

[KiwiLove]

I wonder if someone else went or is going through this.
I am going to close the distance very soon (in maybe 2-3 weeks) and I feel down like at beginning of the time we spent apart of each other. I miss him so much and am not even able to talk to him on the phone. I cry a lot..why is that? I should be the other way, happy and excited. Of coure I am and cant wait to see him. But still..

??

[13000km]

I know, it's strange, I've seen on here that many people feel the same way before a big visit/move there, me included. It was a very crappy week leading up to our visit and I was constantly picking fights with him. The anticipation of something big tends to put one on edge, and make them behave strangely. The good news is, the feeling will disappear once you're there. (: