HI,
I just joined this afternoon. Mostly cause I think I need feel like I am not so alone.
I moved from New Zealand to Australia nearly 6 months ago. I left behind my best friend who I am totally in love with. He was part of the reason I left. He said he didn't want to be with me and we didn't have a future together. So I left to get over him.
Well, we never lost contact. We have spoke pretty much every day (Skype.
) and over this time he says he has come to realize how much I mean to him and that he wants to be with me. Just not yet....
He doesn't want to do the long distance thing. He has done it before and hated it.
He is moving to Australia in Jan or Feb and wants to start dating then. In the mean time he is still doing what ever he wants. I know he has slept with at least one other girl and on more than one occasion. And that breaks my heart. He says it doesn't mean anything and it is just a distraction till he gets here. He said he told her about me and our plans... But that doesn't make it hurt me any less.
I feel so alone and sometimes I feel like we will never be together.
I am sorry this is so long. I just started typing and it all came out. I probably shouldn't even be here cause I am not even in a relationship!! (yet?)
I just joined this afternoon. Mostly cause I think I need feel like I am not so alone.
I moved from New Zealand to Australia nearly 6 months ago. I left behind my best friend who I am totally in love with. He was part of the reason I left. He said he didn't want to be with me and we didn't have a future together. So I left to get over him.
Well, we never lost contact. We have spoke pretty much every day (Skype.
) and over this time he says he has come to realize how much I mean to him and that he wants to be with me. Just not yet.... He doesn't want to do the long distance thing. He has done it before and hated it.
He is moving to Australia in Jan or Feb and wants to start dating then. In the mean time he is still doing what ever he wants. I know he has slept with at least one other girl and on more than one occasion. And that breaks my heart. He says it doesn't mean anything and it is just a distraction till he gets here. He said he told her about me and our plans... But that doesn't make it hurt me any less.
I feel so alone and sometimes I feel like we will never be together.
I am sorry this is so long. I just started typing and it all came out. I probably shouldn't even be here cause I am not even in a relationship!! (yet?)
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