Hello everyone! My name's May and I am from Malaysia. Stumbled upon this website & forum a few days back when I was beginning to slip into an emotional mess that officially starts 2 hours ago after I said goodbye to my boyfriend Tim who's heading back to London. Read quite a few articles on the website and had a browse on the threads, and I'll have to say I think I've found a place where people understand what those in LDR go through. Because frankly, as much as I love my family and friends around me who has been giving me support and nothing else, it's just different because they can't really say, "I know how you feel."
Tim and I started seeing each other back in January when he was traveling in Malaysia and I mistakenly thought that he was someone that I was supposed to be meeting that night. After that we have done 4 months of LDR with 2 breaks in between when he came to visit me from places that he was traveling. After he was done with his travels in end of May, we've spent 6 weeks from then in each other's company and did some traveling together. He left for London this morning and the emptiness that I am feeling at the moment is nothing that I've ever felt before.
He is supposed to be back here again(sort of) in 5 weeks time if he gets offered a job in Singapore, but if he doesn't, we won't know when will be the next time we'll see each other again.
I shall now go back and drown in the pool of depression.
I am sorry that my 1st post on here is bordering morbid, instead of being a chirpy, "hello, everyone! it's nice to be here!" post.
But still, hello everyone, and it's really nice to be here! 
Tim and I started seeing each other back in January when he was traveling in Malaysia and I mistakenly thought that he was someone that I was supposed to be meeting that night. After that we have done 4 months of LDR with 2 breaks in between when he came to visit me from places that he was traveling. After he was done with his travels in end of May, we've spent 6 weeks from then in each other's company and did some traveling together. He left for London this morning and the emptiness that I am feeling at the moment is nothing that I've ever felt before.
He is supposed to be back here again(sort of) in 5 weeks time if he gets offered a job in Singapore, but if he doesn't, we won't know when will be the next time we'll see each other again.
I shall now go back and drown in the pool of depression.
I am sorry that my 1st post on here is bordering morbid, instead of being a chirpy, "hello, everyone! it's nice to be here!" post.
But still, hello everyone, and it's really nice to be here!
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