I accidentally fell in love with a man that lives quite a few hundred miles from me. He is not fully aware of how much I care about him. I feel hopeless and helpless. It has recently started taking a toll on me.
I never realized that love could be this crazy, how could I love somebody that I can't even touch?
I am afraid to talk to him in detail about this, because I really don't want to lose him. I guess If I had to choose, I would just sink with a heavy heart &have him close (in mind and soul) than lose him because I can't get over my own feelings.
I never realized that love could be this crazy, how could I love somebody that I can't even touch?
I am afraid to talk to him in detail about this, because I really don't want to lose him. I guess If I had to choose, I would just sink with a heavy heart &have him close (in mind and soul) than lose him because I can't get over my own feelings.
You've been involved with him for about 2 1/2 yrs. and he is not aware of how you feel about him yet? Has he told you how he feels about you?
He asked me. I didn't just blurt out a 'yes', even though now I think I might have been better off. We care about each other. We speak often. I just have this sick overwhelming pit in my stomach, like I am scared that I don't mean as much to him as he means to me. Neither of us have pushed forward with the conversation. I almost don't want to be the one to initiate it - and as well as I know him - I can't tell if he's ignoring it because he doesn't want to deal with it - or if he isn't bringing it up because, to him, there is nothing. 
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