Hello everyone.
Some 'old' members may remember me from waay back when I first joined the forum with what I thought was the love of my life. Oh boy, was I wrong. The relationship was on and off but since I was in a few shorter and longer relationships, ALL of which were long distance at some stage.
Then it changed.
I fell in love, it was beautiful when we lived in the very same city, spending most of the time in one of our houses.
8 months into relationship we jumped into 200kms distance relationship which to my definition is no LDR. Plus, with my past experience, seeing each other only on the weekends and studybreaks was perfectly fine. The relationship has been going strong and we applied to go to a study abroad program together. We wanted to go to melbourne as I am still very sentimental about the place and still want to live there in the end. Because of that, I was ready to kick him out to Ozland myself if he ever thinks of not going because of me.
So he's off. I didn't get in. Instead, I'm going to USA/Canada in September. Next time we see each other is in December. I know it sounds amazing because we know exactly when and how we close the distance, which I thought was exactly the one piece missing previously. But it's not making the pain any easier. Damn.
And IT.KILLS.ME. I found LFAD extremely helpful in my last relationship nd thats why I am turning back here for support and to be able to help people and shre my experiences.
Looking forward to catching up with what's been happening on here.
Some 'old' members may remember me from waay back when I first joined the forum with what I thought was the love of my life. Oh boy, was I wrong. The relationship was on and off but since I was in a few shorter and longer relationships, ALL of which were long distance at some stage.
Then it changed.
I fell in love, it was beautiful when we lived in the very same city, spending most of the time in one of our houses.
8 months into relationship we jumped into 200kms distance relationship which to my definition is no LDR. Plus, with my past experience, seeing each other only on the weekends and studybreaks was perfectly fine. The relationship has been going strong and we applied to go to a study abroad program together. We wanted to go to melbourne as I am still very sentimental about the place and still want to live there in the end. Because of that, I was ready to kick him out to Ozland myself if he ever thinks of not going because of me.
So he's off. I didn't get in. Instead, I'm going to USA/Canada in September. Next time we see each other is in December. I know it sounds amazing because we know exactly when and how we close the distance, which I thought was exactly the one piece missing previously. But it's not making the pain any easier. Damn.
And IT.KILLS.ME. I found LFAD extremely helpful in my last relationship nd thats why I am turning back here for support and to be able to help people and shre my experiences.
Looking forward to catching up with what's been happening on here.
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