Hello.
Well okay, this is my first time posting on here (obviously).
My name is Sandie, I'm 20 years old and I live in the middle of nowhere Maine. I met Devin, my boyfriend who lives in Texas, in a chatroom when we were about 14 years-old. We started out as friends, but unfortunately as time went on and the regulars of the chatroom started to drift apart, so did we. We didn't actually talk to each other much for the longest time until recently.
Back in March he popped up on MSN and started talking to me again. We had long in depth conversations about whatever we could think of, pretty much every night for a few months. I began to experience feelings for him, but was too afraid to tell him. I'm sure a lot of people know that feeling. My heart actually literally ached from not telling him my feelings, I knew that had to be the reason when after he admitted to liking me one night while we were texting back and forth and I told him I had the same feelings the pain in my chest went away. We kept it as a mutual like for a while..
Back in June, I took a Greyhound to Florida to see my best friend who I haven't seen in 7 years, the trip was to help me get out of my shell and to rid myself of the social phobias I've developed over the years. My anxieties were high on the two day trip from ME to FL, but he texted me the whole way there and helped me deal with the trip and overcome a lot of my fears.
While I was at my friend's house he called me one night...actually it was about 2 or 3 in the morning on the 28th of June and we he was trying to build up the courage to ask me to be his girlfriend when I blurted out that I loved him. We've been together since.
I know it's a new relationship, and I know we haven't met, but I really do love this boy. He's amazing.
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I figured because I found this site in passing I might say hi to the community and hopefully if I need it someone who is in a similar situation can help me =)
Anyway, I hope you all have a good day =)
My name is Sandie, I'm 20 years old and I live in the middle of nowhere Maine. I met Devin, my boyfriend who lives in Texas, in a chatroom when we were about 14 years-old. We started out as friends, but unfortunately as time went on and the regulars of the chatroom started to drift apart, so did we. We didn't actually talk to each other much for the longest time until recently.
Back in March he popped up on MSN and started talking to me again. We had long in depth conversations about whatever we could think of, pretty much every night for a few months. I began to experience feelings for him, but was too afraid to tell him. I'm sure a lot of people know that feeling. My heart actually literally ached from not telling him my feelings, I knew that had to be the reason when after he admitted to liking me one night while we were texting back and forth and I told him I had the same feelings the pain in my chest went away. We kept it as a mutual like for a while..
Back in June, I took a Greyhound to Florida to see my best friend who I haven't seen in 7 years, the trip was to help me get out of my shell and to rid myself of the social phobias I've developed over the years. My anxieties were high on the two day trip from ME to FL, but he texted me the whole way there and helped me deal with the trip and overcome a lot of my fears.
While I was at my friend's house he called me one night...actually it was about 2 or 3 in the morning on the 28th of June and we he was trying to build up the courage to ask me to be his girlfriend when I blurted out that I loved him. We've been together since.
I know it's a new relationship, and I know we haven't met, but I really do love this boy. He's amazing.
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I figured because I found this site in passing I might say hi to the community and hopefully if I need it someone who is in a similar situation can help me =)
Anyway, I hope you all have a good day =)
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