Thanks and Goobye LFAD! I always loved to read everyone thread and post as it was a help to know I wasn't the only one taking steps into a LDR. It helped me to know some issues and bound issues that will concur on the way through the relationship. Even after making a big commitment, I read stories how people settle down and a new excitement in life kicks in. Unfortunately, mine has turn into a bitter sweet ending. I've tried to go out knowing the fact what has happen to me is hurtful and I needed to clear my mind, but you know that once you settle into a thought, it will eventually come back and haunt you. Time has gone very slowly for me these past 3 weeks, knowing the fact that she only lives 2 blocks away from me yet there's no sign of her anywhere.
I like to say, Toronto a great city with nice people. I love the cold weather here where down back my country its usually hot. Uni of Toronto is one of the biggest uni I've seen and the people around are amazing. Some females took a liking of me and my accent but as the state I am and the person I am, I kindly refused. Staying a place over 3 weeks of the unknown was the most lowest point of my life. I came in with hope and excitement, but I gonna go back with the most broken down mentally. We would of had our anniversary on the 26th of Nov and my birthday on the 1st Dec, but on these days... I'll be drinking down my sorrow on answers and trying to forget about them for the night. I've had many hardship in life and this probably has been the last straw for me in this trip.
I may send her a one last email thing but I may not see the point as she hasn't even bothered to contact me whatsoever.
Anywho... that's my rap and rants and to moving on, Goodbye to this amazing community in here.
I like to say, Toronto a great city with nice people. I love the cold weather here where down back my country its usually hot. Uni of Toronto is one of the biggest uni I've seen and the people around are amazing. Some females took a liking of me and my accent but as the state I am and the person I am, I kindly refused. Staying a place over 3 weeks of the unknown was the most lowest point of my life. I came in with hope and excitement, but I gonna go back with the most broken down mentally. We would of had our anniversary on the 26th of Nov and my birthday on the 1st Dec, but on these days... I'll be drinking down my sorrow on answers and trying to forget about them for the night. I've had many hardship in life and this probably has been the last straw for me in this trip.
I may send her a one last email thing but I may not see the point as she hasn't even bothered to contact me whatsoever.
Anywho... that's my rap and rants and to moving on, Goodbye to this amazing community in here.
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