After 3 amazing weeks with him and 2 perfect weeks with him and his kids...they all went back home =( His kids back to their mom in Arkansas and he went back to base in Japan. I spent the first 3 days in bed asleep for the most part, and when he finally got home and could call me, I just start bawling as soon as I hear his voice. I didn't think it would be this hard. I'm usually not that emotional, but I keep crying on and off and I don't want him to know bc it will only hurt him. Getting re adjusted to him being gone again...is awful, and I am tired of my friends asking me how I'm dealing with it and blah blah....ugh I plan on spending a month with him in Japan though as soon as i can get a passport. He's definitely the one =)