Well first I'd like to apologize for not being as active and helpful and I normally am.
I've been working the past few days trying to get a job in the school's kitchen.
( Trying to earn money to go see Robert for summber break, This time I will need a hotel because he will still be on center at college and have to do school work and his family is 3 hours away from the center )
We are talking a bit more. He is glad I have realizwd how I was acting and that I see his side and seem to be doing better emotionally/mentally.
I wont go into all the details but I'm trying not to rush him, I wrote him back five minutes ago and asked him if he still wanted to be on break and what he wanted for us. I asked him to call me if he could this weekend or sometime because my phone gets shut off in 4 days.
I will be switching to the $2 a day plan for AT&T so I can save money to see him as well as work in the kitchen at school so I can make a little more money.
I may not make emough to see him and if thats the case I plan to send him a care package to cheer him up.
I've been doing a lot of work on myself.
I went through a lot of abuse as a child and it changed who I was, I grew very cold and hated people. I've decided to work on letting my past go and become the kind caring person I used to be.
I called my mom ( as some of you know has cancer ) I told her thank you for all she has done for me and that I love and apprichiate what her and dad have done. She's on hospice. I don't know how long she will have, ( she says she doesnt know either but she gets defensive when I ask so I think she knows and just doesnt want to tell me )
she could pass at anytime so I wanted her to at least know I love her and I'm grateful for all she has done for me before that happens...
Right now I'm just in a depressive slump and I'm not sure what to do to get out of it.
Any ideas?
I've been working the past few days trying to get a job in the school's kitchen.
( Trying to earn money to go see Robert for summber break, This time I will need a hotel because he will still be on center at college and have to do school work and his family is 3 hours away from the center )
We are talking a bit more. He is glad I have realizwd how I was acting and that I see his side and seem to be doing better emotionally/mentally.
I wont go into all the details but I'm trying not to rush him, I wrote him back five minutes ago and asked him if he still wanted to be on break and what he wanted for us. I asked him to call me if he could this weekend or sometime because my phone gets shut off in 4 days.
I will be switching to the $2 a day plan for AT&T so I can save money to see him as well as work in the kitchen at school so I can make a little more money.
I may not make emough to see him and if thats the case I plan to send him a care package to cheer him up.
I've been doing a lot of work on myself.
I went through a lot of abuse as a child and it changed who I was, I grew very cold and hated people. I've decided to work on letting my past go and become the kind caring person I used to be.
I called my mom ( as some of you know has cancer ) I told her thank you for all she has done for me and that I love and apprichiate what her and dad have done. She's on hospice. I don't know how long she will have, ( she says she doesnt know either but she gets defensive when I ask so I think she knows and just doesnt want to tell me )
she could pass at anytime so I wanted her to at least know I love her and I'm grateful for all she has done for me before that happens...
Right now I'm just in a depressive slump and I'm not sure what to do to get out of it.
Any ideas?
I realy hope it works out in the end... you'll more than deserve it!
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