How was the moment when you/he/she left?

[lala]

What did you think and fell when you/he/she left?How was the last kiss? Did you cry...? Can you remember their last words?

[carolynred]

This last time I had to leave to go back to school was wayyyyy more difficult than the first time I had to leave home. I had such a rotten experience with my roommate my first semester that I didn't want to go back. I had started tearing up the day before the long drive to school, but my SO took care of me the whole time. He listened to all my worries and concerns about the school year and was very supportive of me. The day I had to leave it was the normal I ended up bawling in his shoulder when we said goodbye event, but he gave me one last kiss and told me that I am strong and that I was going to be ok.

Turned out he was right. I've made new friends and things are great with my roomie.

[DollOnAMusicBox]

The first time we said goodbye I was with my mom dropping him off at the airport. We got there early, and brought a packed lunch, just sitting in the lobby before security. My mom went to have a cigarette and I guess (according to him) she caught us kissing. It wasn't a big deal but we were both still like *blush* about it. Mom probably was to xD. Anyway, I stalled until the last minute, and fought back tears surprisingly well. He got to the security gate and I ran as far as I could and peeked around the pole and was like "DWEEBYYYYY" We both giggled. I walked to the car with my mom, and there were some tears, but they were silent. Mom asked me if it was love and I couldn't even speak because I knew it would make me cry. Then...he texted me: I love you heather. I'm in love with you. I'll be back for you. Boarding already will wait for a reply. No crying heh ...I burst into sniffly tears and pulled my knees up on the passenger side of the car.

The second time, when we were in London I had a much harder time holding it together. He took me to lunch. And I was already weepy through lunch. I remember FEELING like a tool. I was saying goodbye, he wasn't dying. :P He took me to the store at the airport and told me to pick a book or magazine to keep myself occupied on the flight..."I'll EVEN buy you the new sookie book." (He hates the sookie stack house series, so this was a big gesture). When I couldn't stall any longer, I finally hugged him to say goodbye. I couldn't let go of him without crying. He hugged me tight and was like "aw, don't cry...I'm crap at this when girls cry..." It made me giggle. I gave him a kiss that earned us a whistle from some bystanders *blush again* (My boyfriend didn't even notice xD). I got through security, boarded the plane and struggled holding myself together. I even went into the bathroom of the plane to have a good cry that nobody could see, composed myself, and went back to my seat.

I think the biggest difference between the two is that the first time, we had agreed we would see eachother again in May. And when he couldn't fly out, I ended up booking my own trip to him. We said goodbye knowing when we'd be together again. When I was at the airport in London, our next visit wasn't even planned yet. (And I could argue that even 6 months later I'm still not certain when I'll be able to see him again ...but thats another story). We're also deeper in love every time we see eachother and saying goodbye is just...hard. But they're still very sweet memories.

[meganpillow]

I remember that day so well.
I was leaving to college early the next morning, so I had to say goodnight and goodbye at the sometime.
We both cried and cried and cried that night before he walked back home.
I was on my porch with him. We held each other and gave each other many many kisses.
It took 3 tries to get us to part.
We kept going back to each other.
I couldn't sleep that night.
I woke up the next day and dragged my bags to the car, ready to move in to college. He flooded my mind.
I miss him a lot :\

[ushiwakafox]

I was always the one who had to go. I always visited him. But at the airport, I was always the one watching him walk away. And I know he couldn't stand and watch me leave because he couldn't handle it. It was all very torturous for both of us. Every kiss was painful.

[squeeker]

I've so far been the one visiting him both times, and I always dread that last day.. we always have a bit of a snuggling and crying time before we leave the house, and get it out of our system and then when the taxi that took me to the airport would be almost there, we'd go down to wait for him and I'd hug him and his dad again and go out to the taxi and wave at them when I'm leaving and then I basically reflect on the trip on the way to the airport and at the airport but when I get sad I just remember the good times I shared with him.. and when I get to the airport I don't have time to myself and have to check in, go through security, and then I buy some internet time using the airport internet on my phone, and talk to Chris a bit while waiting for the flight. I think it helps having at least a tentative plan for when we'll see each other again.. and then also the comfort of at least having Oovoo/webcam/the internet when we get back... but it's still so horrible leaving him

[lala]

aawe your stories bring tears to my eyes! ((
me and my bf sad bye to eachother three days before I left,because he had a surgery and I couldn't come with him... we sat in the car and my mind was like frozen.. I just gave him a letter I wrote for him and kissed him good buy.. we both didn't cry but it was sooo terrible. the day I had to leave and he was leaving the hospital he wrote me that he will come for a sec to see me one last time. I bagged him not to come because I felt I would like dying.. but he came with his mum. we kissed eachother and said that we would miss eachother soo much.. and then he left..and a few hours later I left the country..and while I was sitting in the plane and waited (there was a delay) he texted me and my tears run down my face and I felt sad and desperate like never before..

[Sierra]

The moment where we have to say goodbye is horrible. I always cry whether it's me bringing him to the airport or me going. It doesn't matter how soon I'll see him again, I get upset. I do always remember the last moment I see him, honestly that's all I can really write about because it does make me super upset.

It's never gotten easier.

[Bethypoo]

You know, the first few times weren't that bad because they were short visits. But then we spent all summer together and I was a basket case. It took me awhile to stop crying then cried every night for about a 2ish weeks. That was the worst goodbye ever. But then we saw each other again about once a month for short visits and it wasnt that bad. But its is like we kiss goodbye a million times. This last time though, when I came back to school after new year he was the emotional one which threw me off. But they havent been to overly terrible since then.

[lademoiselle]

The toughest parting for me was the one before last; he'd come to the UK and we'd gone away for the weekend to a small countryside town. We both had to catch a train to get home, me back to London and him down to the coast (he'd taken the ferry over on that occasion). We stood for a while on the station walkway, his arms wrapped around my waist and my hands resting on his shoulders. I remember how the golden sunlight of that autumn afternoon made his blue eyes glitter, glitter like the surface of the sea. My train was due to arrive first; he walked me down to my platform and we waited. "My heart hurts," I choked, not daring to look at him properly for fear of bursting into tears. "Mine too," he whispered, holding me tightly. Then without warning my train rushed out of the tunnel and into the station... our final desperate hug, our last brief kiss happened in a blur... before I turned and almost ran along the platform, chasing the carriages. I couldn't bear to look back. I stepped onto the train, collapsed into the nearest seat and cried all the way back to the city. In retrospect, I guess that visit marked the beginning of something more serious between the two of us.

[leonsfangirl]

Heartbreaking.

He tried his best to reassure, make me feel better but i couldnt stop crying. We held onto to eachother till the very last second. I walked into security and never looked back, i couldn't bare it but he stood and watched me leave. Even thinking about that moment brings tears to my eyes.

[kteire]

Right now it's a lot easier to say goodbye as we don't go more than 10 days without seeing each other, but for most of our relationship we were going 3-4 months at a time apart. Those times we both cried a lot and said we loved each other over and over, and then cried a lot more. And said goodbye as late as possible. Gah. Don't like those days, even thinking about it makes me sad again!!

[Zapookie]

It was the worst day of my life.

We got on the bus to go to the airport and I felt like I was driving to my own funeral. I felt tears welling up on my eyes 5 minutes into the 45 minute ride so I put my sunglasses on so people wouldn't see me crying. He held my hand the entire trip.

We checked him in, we got food. We ate in almost silence because neither of us knew what to say. I bought some subway cookies and I gave him one to take with him on the plane. When we went to the gate, I didn't realise that was the actual gate because I hadn't been to the airport in so long, they had changed it up. Suddenly it was time to say goodbye and I couldn't stop crying. I think we hugged for a good 5 minutes, we couldn't really kiss because my face was a mess haha. He went to to walk towards the gate and looked back at me and I was just standing there awkwardly, so he came back and gave me one last big, long hug and told me he loved me. Then he walked to the gate and went in without looking back. I cried so hard I thought I was having a panic attack and people were looking at me funny. I put my sunglasses back on and went to the bus stop to get the bus home. Cried the entire ride home and the rest of the day. lol. ugh. crying now, too.

[Brieasaurus]

Pretty horrible. He left at like 10 at night and I just sat out on my front porch after he drove away and cried. For hours. I won't ever forget how we sat in his car beforehand, listened to our song and just snuggled. He looked me in the eyes and told me how much he loved me and that he'll be back before I knew it. I don't think I've ever had to experience anything harder than having him leave.

[Sora1101]

*sigh* just thinking about it is making me tear up a bit.

What did you think and feel when you/he/she left? the only thing I was thinking was how much I didn't want the car ride to the airport to end, how much I didn't want to let him go, how much I would miss him. Those were the only thoughts going through my head, as for how I felt, like crap, I was practically hyperventilating and trying to hold back my tears, I felt so happy that he was with me yet so crushed that he was leaving.
How was the last kiss? Sadly because of age difference we haven't kissed yet, but the last hug was heart wrenching and soul crushing, we were both clinging to each other with such fierceness I could barely bring myself to let him go.
Did you cry? I cried when we said our pre goodbyes in the hotel room, I just remember spending a good 15 to 20 minutes curled into his arms and soaking his shirt with my tears, I pretty much cried until my friends came to pick us up and to drop him off at the airport.
Can you remember their last words? The last words, I replay them in my head often, we just hugged like no tomorrow and we we pulled apart he looked at me and said "it'll be alright I'll be back soon, we'll be together again I promise."