feel so stupid -.-

[megfashion]

sorry i havent posted for a while on here.



i feel so stupid and mental and such a girl. grah.

maybe its hormones or something (its *near*...), but im getting jealous. GRAH.

but its a weird jealous. its not the jealousy that i have for his ex.

i like the girl, but i dont like her aswell...


im feeling it right now, because the SO has gone somewhere with this girl in question n some mates.



there isnt even any reason for me to feel jealous, SO WHY DO I FEEL LIKE THIS.





ive messaged the SO and said i feel weird, but because of it i want to buy some... "clothing" ... for when he is back.



why am i being stupid? i feel jealous of her coz she gets to see him all the time at uni, n i hardly get to. i think thats why. but SHE IS NICE.




urgh. rant over. help.

(by the way yes i do trust him... trust isnt the problem its all me! grah!)

[Romeo s Juliet]

dont worry it happens. Its just the jealousy that kicks in specially when we are pissed or upset abut something else in our lives (pms, stress,tiredness), and suddenly we get to know, something about our SO s that makes us more pissed. in your case you found out abpout the story of him going somewhere with her and some friends. even though your mind tells you its nothing to worry about you still feel pissed and annoyed and stupid. and you have every right to be so. because it just became another story that got added to the amount of stress you already have from work/family/ etc etc. cause at the end of the day all we hope to calm down from that stress and something that pisses us off more and something we least expect is to be pissed abut something regarding our SO s.
but that happens. it is natural, so its ok. i suggest you eat some ice cream, relax, watch a movie and feel good about ur self first. then you would feel fine
good luck

[Sharon Q]

Don't worry, We've all been there. I think you just need to be open about how you feel. let your SO know about how you feel, dont just hold it in or it could cause problems later on.

Its normal to get jealous when someone else gets to see your love all the time and you don't, it can be quite difficult to deal with. Talking to your SO about it is the best thing you can do.

[megfashion]

thanks for the replies.

doesnt help that he isnt texting much *grumblegroan* . im not thinking "OBVIOUSLY AN AFFAIR" coz thatd be weird... there are 3 guys on the trip and 2 girls :P but im wanting attention. feel like a 3 year old.

and THERE IS NO ICE CREAM IN THE HOUSE n the store shut 2 mins ago

thanks for the reassurance though