Hi,
I just give an update what happend. I broke up with my ex not to long ago. Not for the reason to be with my SO but for other reasons. I knew i could never be with my SO because my parents would never accept him. My ex tried everything to get back together but it just didnt work out anymore. He asked me many times if i liked someone else and i denied that. I was afraid he would get angry at me. He somehow found out about me and my SO and confront me with that. He also claimed he had evidence to prove everything. In the end i just couldnt take it anymore and admitted.
So now that my parents know everything and with that i mean every single detail about whats up between me and my SO i dont know what to do anymore.. My ex confronted me yesterday infront of my parents and told them everything. Today they want to have a talk with me and they expect me to cut the ties between me and my SO. And if it wasnt enough for my ex to put all my dirty laundry outside about me and my SO. He also felt the need to talk about our sexual relationship we had in the past. I have nothing left.. Nothing to lose.. Nothing to hide.. I have no privacy they know everything about me. Basically i can just do what i want now but i just feel empty inside. I feel like i have no emotions. I dont feel anger and i dont feel happyness and i dont feel sadness. I just feel like a dead person now. I have no one and no where to go to. I dont have anyone who can support me physically. Im just nothing now.
I just give an update what happend. I broke up with my ex not to long ago. Not for the reason to be with my SO but for other reasons. I knew i could never be with my SO because my parents would never accept him. My ex tried everything to get back together but it just didnt work out anymore. He asked me many times if i liked someone else and i denied that. I was afraid he would get angry at me. He somehow found out about me and my SO and confront me with that. He also claimed he had evidence to prove everything. In the end i just couldnt take it anymore and admitted.
So now that my parents know everything and with that i mean every single detail about whats up between me and my SO i dont know what to do anymore.. My ex confronted me yesterday infront of my parents and told them everything. Today they want to have a talk with me and they expect me to cut the ties between me and my SO. And if it wasnt enough for my ex to put all my dirty laundry outside about me and my SO. He also felt the need to talk about our sexual relationship we had in the past. I have nothing left.. Nothing to lose.. Nothing to hide.. I have no privacy they know everything about me. Basically i can just do what i want now but i just feel empty inside. I feel like i have no emotions. I dont feel anger and i dont feel happyness and i dont feel sadness. I just feel like a dead person now. I have no one and no where to go to. I dont have anyone who can support me physically. Im just nothing now.
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