My SO will be coming in January, he will even be asking for a scholarship to study at my same campus and we would be closing the distance in 6 months if he gets it. I should be excited but I'm sort of not jumping around with butterflies in my stomach... I do want him to come, I just feel kind of bored lately.
Then again I don't know if it is because I'm on vacation now and I have too much time to spare and too little things to talk about... but anyways, I used to feel like dying whenever I could not speak to my SO, and I no longer suffer when this happens and I actually feel like I'm enjoying the time on my own. My SO likes spending from 3 to 4 hours DAILY speaking to me and I've been feeling lately like it's too much sometimes. It's worth whenever he writes a new story for me or vice versa, or we are telling each other what we dreamt last night or just talk about our day and fool around. I do like a while of lovey-dovey-ness, but he's spending perhaps too much time on it. There are days when he wants to talk for HOURS about how much he loves me and making up new metaphores and stuff, and while they are beautiful and they show me how in love he is... well, when that's over, we do not have much to talk about. I guess in a CD relationship, that would be the "comfortable silence" time when they just hug and say nothing, but without that possibility...lol, well, I only sit with the computer and get distracted with something else.
Don't get me wrong, it's not like I'm tired of him or anything. I love him, but this routine makes it all feel kind of dull. It may be because I barely go out (except for this week, I've been going out daily) and nothing shakes my mood, plus I get nothing interesting to talk about. He goes out daily, meets new people, goes to concerts and visits new places and has weird adventures and at night he's eager to talk to me about everything or just lovey-dovey around. But in my case, when he asks me what I did that day, it goes as simple as "read for a while, slept for another and now I'm here". So not really eager to speak since I have nothing interesting to tell. I've been getting in contact with my friends. I miss them. I rarely go out with them, this semester I went out like...what, 3 times? I feel like I need something more to do other than "school, homework, SO time, sleeping. School, homework, SO time, sleeping, etc etc."
Have you ever gone through a situation like this? How can I get rid of this boredom? Is it normal if I feel like I need less time speaking for a while...and go out with my friends?
Then again I don't know if it is because I'm on vacation now and I have too much time to spare and too little things to talk about... but anyways, I used to feel like dying whenever I could not speak to my SO, and I no longer suffer when this happens and I actually feel like I'm enjoying the time on my own. My SO likes spending from 3 to 4 hours DAILY speaking to me and I've been feeling lately like it's too much sometimes. It's worth whenever he writes a new story for me or vice versa, or we are telling each other what we dreamt last night or just talk about our day and fool around. I do like a while of lovey-dovey-ness, but he's spending perhaps too much time on it. There are days when he wants to talk for HOURS about how much he loves me and making up new metaphores and stuff, and while they are beautiful and they show me how in love he is... well, when that's over, we do not have much to talk about. I guess in a CD relationship, that would be the "comfortable silence" time when they just hug and say nothing, but without that possibility...lol, well, I only sit with the computer and get distracted with something else.
Don't get me wrong, it's not like I'm tired of him or anything. I love him, but this routine makes it all feel kind of dull. It may be because I barely go out (except for this week, I've been going out daily) and nothing shakes my mood, plus I get nothing interesting to talk about. He goes out daily, meets new people, goes to concerts and visits new places and has weird adventures and at night he's eager to talk to me about everything or just lovey-dovey around. But in my case, when he asks me what I did that day, it goes as simple as "read for a while, slept for another and now I'm here". So not really eager to speak since I have nothing interesting to tell. I've been getting in contact with my friends. I miss them. I rarely go out with them, this semester I went out like...what, 3 times? I feel like I need something more to do other than "school, homework, SO time, sleeping. School, homework, SO time, sleeping, etc etc."
Have you ever gone through a situation like this? How can I get rid of this boredom? Is it normal if I feel like I need less time speaking for a while...and go out with my friends?
Vacations are great to have, but after this semester where I could barely breathe... having spare time is a constant "Hmm... so now what?" 
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