I was watching something with my boyfriend on Youtube (we talk with each other on Skype while doing so) and all of a sudden, I lose communication with him and his computer shuts off. And now I am sitting here, waiting, surfing the web, worried...The problem lies in the fact that this is around the time that it's late at night and normally he goes to sleep. I hate feeling selfish, but it's like if I don't hear from him before going to bed, I freak out (it's like this internal screaming). My anxiety shoots to the roof and I get antsy. I'm not even sure if he's trying to get back online right now or just gave up and went to bed. That's the part that's bugging me. It's been two hours so far. Not to mention I'm going to dinner with my mom and her new boyfriend, so I'm really hoping I get to hear from him before I leave. But don't worry, this scenario has happened before - both when he or I lose connection over the Internet for a certain amount of time. Gah, I hate this.
I forgot to mention - yes, this is a recurring problem of mine and we have talked about it. I'm just sick of feeling like a panicky worry-wart when something like this happens again.
I forgot to mention - yes, this is a recurring problem of mine and we have talked about it. I'm just sick of feeling like a panicky worry-wart when something like this happens again.
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