well-im here on my visit..fuel pump went out on the plane...

[Miranda]

And not even a call from him yet. Only when I was at my airport, waiting for the plane to be fixed.
Not even a call to see if I arrived.
Im devestated, but not weak. Im thinking with my head.

It's time to let go

[Silviar]

I really hope that no matter what happens, you are able to have some freedom from all of the pressures you've had at home. You've earned a vacation, no matter what path it takes you.

Blah, hit enter too fast. I'm really glad you made it safely. Stay safe, and have some fun, ok? *hugs*

[Miranda]

Thanks Sil--I really appreciate that. Im turning this into as much positivity as I can, but Im kinda stuck with way around..lol. I didnt rent a car, so...here I am at the hotel...

I really hope that no matter what happens, you are able to have some freedom from all of the pressures you've had at home. You've earned a vacation, no matter what path it takes you.

Blah, hit enter too fast. I'm really glad you made it safely. Stay safe, and have some fun, ok? *hugs*

[Rhiavaan]

Go for a walk, enjoy the sights. Make this a 'you' time my dear. Enjoy a nice dinner just don't stress, we are all here for you hun. *huggles*

[Zephii]

Hotels are a wealth of information, so you can go bug the front desk about everything, what's to see and do, and where to find the public transport. They should know ^^;

I really hope it gets better for you, and that you can take something positive from the experience.

[LadyMarchHare]

I agree with everyone, let this be a time you can bust out your tourist moves. See if the hotel has any shuttle services to certain things like museums or restaurants you can get on and just breathe some different air. We've all got your back.

[agentholli]

awwww I really hope you can enjoy yourself!! Let us know how you are doing.

[Riyko]

Like everyone else has said enjoy your time there and make it positive for yourself =)

[NaNi]

It might be hard, especially since you planned this trip to see him, but as the others have already said... try to make the best out of it. Although it might not be easy.

[*Georgia Peach*]

Make the best of your time. A lady I work with constantly tells me to have "me time". Do that. go to some museums or parks. Go eat a nice dinner. Enjoy yourself to the best of your abilities. He knows you're in town and where you're staying, so the ball is in his court now. Good luck!

[Miranda]

UPDATE: I did exactly just THAT. I enjoyed it. And he showed up, and I STILL continued to be in my own bubble of exploring and really checking out what his town had to offer. And I seriously had a relaxing time with a different attitude and expectation of the unknown...I've decided to throw caution to the wind and think about ME rather than am I losing HIM. My focus is more toward myself and my efforts more directed. I even left him in the room, grabbed some beers and talked to everyone at the pool, lost track of time because you cant shut me up, and he had evidently had checked his watch and mentioned that I was gone for almost two hrs--lol! And you know what guys? Im going back again for Labor Day weekend and Im going toobing on the Guadelupe river, am going to have a few drinks and Im going to LET HIM COOK, rather than play house and take over as I usually do..Im going to start to relax a bit...Im excited! I want to Thank all of your input and sincere compassion, Thanks for that, you all made a difference by sending me some positive thoughts and Ideas, THANK YOU VERY MUCH.
I cant say it enough..lol! Oh and btw-he calls more often now that I've been in my own groove, rather than smother him, which I've obviously been doing by how things are changing gears.. He feels interested in me again and actually enjoyed himself during this visit as well. He said "I love you", which was a mentioned by hin to me that I say it too much three weeks ago, and he unwraveled by the second day as I am noticing that be both need "RECONNECT" time. I call it that because we went from being together 18 hrs a day to once a month if that, once a few months..so it takes us time to re-familiarize our *auras*?
This LDR stuff is rough, but once you kinda figure out just how to manipulate your own fears from the other persons vibe, you can make it work for yourself.

[LadyMarchHare]

I'm glad you enjoyed yourself, Miranda! Sounds like things turned out for the better for you, which is just what you needed.

[Čternity]

Fantastic to hear it. Really is. It was a really tough situation to be in and you got through it and things are even better now. I'm just so pleased for you.

[Miranda]

Thank you so much Ladies!
I feel as if a choke hold was let go of.

It's only 3+ going on 4 months that he has moved and I am still getting used to being LDR. SO, I am learning to project more positivity and independence, rather than be as smoochie as I usually am. I feel its made a world of difference for sure. So I am assuming this new avenue..
New News that came about: I got a job offer 20 mins from him, and guess what? LOL
He's moving 200miles further from there in the next 6 months...uping the anty of distance to 700+ miles from me..
you just CANT make this stuff up! lol!

[Silviar]

It sounds to me like you're getting to learn about and grow yourself, and I think that's wonderful. Good for you!