I've just been so stressed.
I finally had my first break down at work the other day, which never happens to me. I just was talking to my boss and she asked about my when my SO was going to get here and I just started crying! I freaked out! My fiance and I are planning on closing the distance soon, like VERY soon, like he was supposed to be here yesterday soon...and he's not. And I know that that is no reason to complain because there is so many people still waiting to even meet their SO's, I'm just having issues.
I'm planning my wedding which is happening in 2 months, which is stressful enough as is it, and then I have my fiance over here who is trying to get here but can't. The basic situation is that he has two vehicles, one is his camaro and the other is his jeep. He is selling all of his things (TV, Couch, Chair, Airsoft guns, guitar) and this also includes his jeep because he thinks it's too expensive to rent a uhaul and doesn't mind getting rid of these things so he's sold pretty much everything except the jeep and he constantly keeps lowering the price because he's getting desperate and it has a couple issues (not major) and has a lot of miles on it and people aren't buying it. And basically, he needs to sell his jeep so he has money to put his car (camaro) back on the road with insurance (he can't pay in payments because of an issue he had in the past so it's a really hefty dollar amount) and people just aren't buying it. He's also waiting on his tax return to come in because he really wants to help me with the wedding.
ANYWAYS, I'm just stressing out, and I want him to be here, which I know everyone knows how that feels. It's just hurting. It's hard for me to see him on skype a lot because of the time difference and by the time I get home from work, he's asleep. We text all day but I never see him or get to hear his voice (we can't call because it's too expensive)
Ughhh poo ): I just need to stop complaining, I just figured i'd vent on here instead of have another episode at work lol.
Just missing him.
I finally had my first break down at work the other day, which never happens to me. I just was talking to my boss and she asked about my when my SO was going to get here and I just started crying! I freaked out! My fiance and I are planning on closing the distance soon, like VERY soon, like he was supposed to be here yesterday soon...and he's not. And I know that that is no reason to complain because there is so many people still waiting to even meet their SO's, I'm just having issues.
I'm planning my wedding which is happening in 2 months, which is stressful enough as is it, and then I have my fiance over here who is trying to get here but can't. The basic situation is that he has two vehicles, one is his camaro and the other is his jeep. He is selling all of his things (TV, Couch, Chair, Airsoft guns, guitar) and this also includes his jeep because he thinks it's too expensive to rent a uhaul and doesn't mind getting rid of these things so he's sold pretty much everything except the jeep and he constantly keeps lowering the price because he's getting desperate and it has a couple issues (not major) and has a lot of miles on it and people aren't buying it. And basically, he needs to sell his jeep so he has money to put his car (camaro) back on the road with insurance (he can't pay in payments because of an issue he had in the past so it's a really hefty dollar amount) and people just aren't buying it. He's also waiting on his tax return to come in because he really wants to help me with the wedding.
ANYWAYS, I'm just stressing out, and I want him to be here, which I know everyone knows how that feels. It's just hurting. It's hard for me to see him on skype a lot because of the time difference and by the time I get home from work, he's asleep. We text all day but I never see him or get to hear his voice (we can't call because it's too expensive)
Ughhh poo ): I just need to stop complaining, I just figured i'd vent on here instead of have another episode at work lol.
Just missing him.
I know how you feel and it sucks and I can sympathise. Planning a wedding is hard on your own, and add to that the stress of not knowing when he'll get to be with you. I'm sorry you're going through this... more 
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