Should I avoid internet for a moment?

[dem&ter]

This is frustating Jon keeps contacting me through anything he could. Worse thing is I like it-secretly. He said that he missed me much and he never wants me to keep dissapear. I know how evil he was for being passive agressive and possibly an abusive person too. But still I can't help it and it's hard not to give in after he tried that hard for not losing me (but also not having me too?!). It's confusing, I hate my weak feelings now.

Should I go away from the internet for a moment to get my mind clear? Am I this dumb because I can't stand for myself? I know I deserve better, I have dates, I have jobs, I've tried to keep busy and happy... But still, at last, I still feel this lonely and it's creepy like I can feel him miss me too...! For god's sake help!

[Black_Halloween]

You could just block him from everything he's trying to contact you on, don't answer him, ectect. If he was abusive then he's not really missing you, he's missing the control he had over you.

[TwoThree]

He sounds like he's just being selfish. He might miss you, but apparently not enough to try and make things work out between you two (romantically)

I don't think you should quit the internet just for his sake, unless you feel that you really need to. Block him, and keep blocking him no matter what new way he finds to contact you, and don't read his messages. I know it's hard because you want to believe that he misses you as much as you miss him, but you need to focus on what made you break up in the first place, especially the abuse.

[ThePiedPiper]

You've said yourself you can't bring yourself to block him, so either block him or take a break from the internet. Personally I think the latter is extreme, but if you're unwilling to block him, then it might be what's necessary.