Home from New Mexico and my heart is literally breaking without him. ..:'(

[katiecat08]

Just got home from my flight from Texas after spending five days in New Mexico. This is by far the hardest thing I've ever done. Honestly it doesn't even feel right to be home anymore. Nothing feels right without him holding me tight. We've grown closer and love each other even deeper and realize we're not strong enough to say goodbye again which is why we're going to close the distance as soon as we can. The pain of leaving him hurts like no other. I pray that we find a way to be together for good soon. I'll post pictures when I get the chance. I hate this horrible feeling. :'(

[Black_Halloween]

[kikidee]

I hate the feeling of leaving them, and I've only done it once! I'll hopefully be going to visit him next month and I'm scared to have to say goodbye again, especially hearing this post. How many times have you visited now? Even though it's hard at this point, I'm sure we'd all like to hear how you enjoyed it and maybe see some pix

[lovefrom2800milesaway]

Oh goodness, I know this feeling all too well..
When my boyfriend left last summer, I just sat at the airport with tears streaming down my face for an hour..
I literally got love sick for a whole month. I had cramps/tummy aches every day and couldn't eat or sleep. At some point, we both thought I was pregnant, which only made it worse, haha..
But just look through all those pictures and reminisce all the happy times and look forward to the next visit!!

[katiecat08]

Here are a few pics of us
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I'll post more soon. My phone is acting up a bit. These were taken at the fire department he works at. He was demonstrating what he typically does there for us.

[abna1]

Aw, those are lovely pictures. Glad you had another great visit
I know exactly how you feel, because I'm still in that stage too. I just got back 2 weeks ago today. It's slowly getting easier but it still hurts when I look at the pictures or think about how my next visit will be in 8 months

[marbear31]

Aww you two are very cute together! I hope you get to visit again soon, and I'm sorry about the pain. The first few days are the worst, promise.

[Filly]

I know exactly how you feel, because I'm still in that stage too. I just got back 2 weeks ago today. It's slowly getting easier but it still hurts when I look at the pictures or think about how my next visit will be in 8 months

THIS. It will slowly get better as the weeks go by.

My SO has been gone for 4 weeks now and it is slowly getting easier with not constantly having him around.

[katiecat08]

It really started to hit us the day before I flew out. Our stomachs were twisted in knots and neither of us were happy. Yesterday when I flew out I felt sick to my stomach and he did too and when I got through security we talked on the phone and the tears just kept falling. By far the hardest thing I've ever done. And were still feeling sick and numb through all this pain. Were considering closing the distance v soon as either of us find a way. Cause the pain is like no other.

[ushiwakafox]

Aw, it breaks my heart to read that! We all know exactly what you're feeling, it's so tough. It's great that ya'll have a plan though, and I know it's hard but try to be grateful for the time you got to spend with him Try to think of all the happy memories you were able to make with him, and know that as the days go by it will get easier. Just stay busy and focused on other things.

[Tooki]

Cool pictures!

Goodbyes are dreadful...

[Sanja]

I just got back from visiting my SO ten days ago, and I am still trying not to miss him so much. It is never easy saying goodbye, even when you know it is only for a short period of time. I wish you the best of luck and I hope you close the distance soon!

[monkinlove]

That is very difficult. I know how hard it can be. It's gut wrenching.

Glad you enjoyed your time in New Mexico though.