It's amazing to me how much just one week can change an entire attitude! This time last week I was just over it. Some of you may have read my post about being angry at the distance. I was ready to be done! Not that I wanted to leave my SO, but I was (and still am) ready for things to change. Well, things HAVE changed, just not in the way that I had in mind 
My entire attitude is different now. After getting so much feedback from you wonderful people on my previous post, I realized that we all have those times where we are ready to throw in the towel, and that it's probably healthy to feel that way every now and then. The fact that I can't stand being away from him for so long means that I truly do love him.
Since writing my angry post, I've started my 5th semester of school, which has given me a fresh outlook on our situation. This is my first semester studying Journalism, and it has already validated my dreams of becoming an editor some day. Now I know that we are apart because we are both working to make our dreams a reality. Our future is so bright! Not only will we be living out our dreams, but we will be doing it together. This distance is a good thing for now. We have done this for 3 years! We are so strong. We can, no, we will conquer this. If ANYONE is feeling like they can't handle the distance anymore, STAY POSITIVE! Vent when you have to, but do not allow negativity to bring you down. It's so worth it!
My entire attitude is different now. After getting so much feedback from you wonderful people on my previous post, I realized that we all have those times where we are ready to throw in the towel, and that it's probably healthy to feel that way every now and then. The fact that I can't stand being away from him for so long means that I truly do love him.
Since writing my angry post, I've started my 5th semester of school, which has given me a fresh outlook on our situation. This is my first semester studying Journalism, and it has already validated my dreams of becoming an editor some day. Now I know that we are apart because we are both working to make our dreams a reality. Our future is so bright! Not only will we be living out our dreams, but we will be doing it together. This distance is a good thing for now. We have done this for 3 years! We are so strong. We can, no, we will conquer this. If ANYONE is feeling like they can't handle the distance anymore, STAY POSITIVE! Vent when you have to, but do not allow negativity to bring you down. It's so worth it!
so glad you're feeling better!
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