D':
Ugh, that blows. Okay, so I was just talking to my SO and we were having sort of an every day chat--nice, but not super eventful (plus, he is sleepy and I'm kind of feeling oogy from something I ate, so neither of us were really spunky). I thought the conversation was maybe coming to a close a little early, so I asked a simple question about his choir practice, where he proceeded to chat about generals of practice times and such and, out of no where, he says that the professional choirs are going to Italy on a tour and that there are spots opened up to people in the other choirs (he is in men's glee and some other, college-wide choir) and he was trying to decide if he wanted to go on this trip (which, apparently, is a tour...so would be for awhile). He says it is pretty pricey, as well. What can I say? Italy would be super cool--I haven't nearly travelled as much as I would like and Italy is near the top of my list (he has travelled in Europe already), so I am jealous there to start. ...and, okay, I maybe haven't talked about it with him very much, but I have this secret dream that he and I could do the European adventure together (but travelling around with a choir would kind of exclude me from going, even if I had the money to...and then he will be with beautiful girls who sing for months, which is appealing to his musician's sensibilities). Then, apparently the trip would be NEXT term or summer, AFTER he has graduated. So, I crumpled when I heard him say "well, I asked the choir director if that would be okay and he said it would be fine since I will be in the area still." I know that it was altogether a dream that he would be potentially moving closer soon after he graduates, but that was...not fun to hear. The trip would mean, too, that he would be spending his money and time on that, instead of coming to see me. Oh man, I know I sound selfish and I think he is sort of looking for my encouragement to go for it, but I can't help feeling kind of sad and sort of caught up in this unexpected twist.
Ugh, that blows. Okay, so I was just talking to my SO and we were having sort of an every day chat--nice, but not super eventful (plus, he is sleepy and I'm kind of feeling oogy from something I ate, so neither of us were really spunky). I thought the conversation was maybe coming to a close a little early, so I asked a simple question about his choir practice, where he proceeded to chat about generals of practice times and such and, out of no where, he says that the professional choirs are going to Italy on a tour and that there are spots opened up to people in the other choirs (he is in men's glee and some other, college-wide choir) and he was trying to decide if he wanted to go on this trip (which, apparently, is a tour...so would be for awhile). He says it is pretty pricey, as well. What can I say? Italy would be super cool--I haven't nearly travelled as much as I would like and Italy is near the top of my list (he has travelled in Europe already), so I am jealous there to start. ...and, okay, I maybe haven't talked about it with him very much, but I have this secret dream that he and I could do the European adventure together (but travelling around with a choir would kind of exclude me from going, even if I had the money to...and then he will be with beautiful girls who sing for months, which is appealing to his musician's sensibilities). Then, apparently the trip would be NEXT term or summer, AFTER he has graduated. So, I crumpled when I heard him say "well, I asked the choir director if that would be okay and he said it would be fine since I will be in the area still." I know that it was altogether a dream that he would be potentially moving closer soon after he graduates, but that was...not fun to hear. The trip would mean, too, that he would be spending his money and time on that, instead of coming to see me. Oh man, I know I sound selfish and I think he is sort of looking for my encouragement to go for it, but I can't help feeling kind of sad and sort of caught up in this unexpected twist.
Comment