..but i'm so stressed out. since i've come back from america i've missed my SO desperately. and since i've been back, we played games for a few nights and since then we have had phonecalls at night-time. we fall asleep on the phone to one another, which is cute. apart from that we don't facetime, or do things together much. i talk to his best friend more than him (not inappropiately, but we talk about general things like music, films, philosophies) and it made me realise how little my SO and i have proper discussions together. when i was in america, we had a great time and at one point we were preparing dinner together for his family, discussing our future goals while peeling potatoes. (so adult i know :P)
i'm not really sure what the point of this thread is .. i feel rubbish this week. i've lost my job, having to give up my pet and still trying to figure out how i can save £600 for flights to go back and see him (he can help me out a bit but not entirely), aswell as juggling other bills. i had a telephone interview before and just fell to pieces.. which is unlike me. i'm under a lot of stress and i really need my SO's support but he just plays xbox. he tries to be there for me but we end up getting frustrated with one another and arguing about silly things. it goes in circles.
right now i have some money saved towards flights but his birthdays coming up. if i spend some of that saved money on presents, i'll beat myself up as "It could have been money for flights." literally any money i have goes in my savings account, i've sold a lot of stuff aswell to put towards going back to the USA.
has anyone had financial difficulties while trying to maintain their LDR? and if so how have you managed with it?
i'm not really sure what the point of this thread is .. i feel rubbish this week. i've lost my job, having to give up my pet and still trying to figure out how i can save £600 for flights to go back and see him (he can help me out a bit but not entirely), aswell as juggling other bills. i had a telephone interview before and just fell to pieces.. which is unlike me. i'm under a lot of stress and i really need my SO's support but he just plays xbox. he tries to be there for me but we end up getting frustrated with one another and arguing about silly things. it goes in circles.
right now i have some money saved towards flights but his birthdays coming up. if i spend some of that saved money on presents, i'll beat myself up as "It could have been money for flights." literally any money i have goes in my savings account, i've sold a lot of stuff aswell to put towards going back to the USA.
has anyone had financial difficulties while trying to maintain their LDR? and if so how have you managed with it?
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