Why does it feel like every time we say goodbye it gets harder and harder? We've been in an LDR for more than 3 years now and you'd think I would be used to it now. We had to say goodbye after Thanksgiving and the dread leading up to it was awful. I had a lump in my throat, knots in my stomach, and my hands were clenching all throughout our last dinner together. I cried for almost an hour in his arms, sobbing and saying how much I just physically couldn't bring myself to leave this time. Getting in the car was impossible and driving away was out of the question. There were many times during the long drive where I had to fight every fiber in my being that said TURN AROUND YOU IDIOT!!!! I don't know what is worse, being the one that has to leave or the one that has to stay. He usually does most of the traveling so our roles were switched these last two times, but I'm not sure if that has anything to do with the increasing intensity of this pain I feel when we are separated.
Has anyone else noticed this?
Has anyone else noticed this?
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