I am so excited wheeee.
I feel more excited about this visit than I have in a little bit. I am spoiled by most standards, as the last time I saw him was in June when I went up there for our four year anniversary. That visit came with a lot of weight attached to it, as shortly beforehand he had wanted to call it off between us, but we managed to agree to let me go up there (I already had everything booked and it was non-refundable), to see if it would rekindle anything that he felt he might have lost, and the visit really helped, and it's been mostly awesome ever since. I feel like, since that time over half a year ago, we have both managed to shift our attitudes enough to find a sweet spot in the middle that we are both happy with, that makes our relationship a lot better. It's taken a huge weight off our shoulders, and through teamwork and effort, I feel like our relationship is the best it's been in a long time. We still have our issues, but nothing like before. I'm thankful for him having fought for me and for us, even when he wanted to give up, and seeing him this go around feels so much different and less apprehensive than the last time. And it's making me just that more excited to see him.
I dunno, I felt like making a little celebratory post of sorts. I'm just feeling extra giddy about it all right now.
I feel more excited about this visit than I have in a little bit. I am spoiled by most standards, as the last time I saw him was in June when I went up there for our four year anniversary. That visit came with a lot of weight attached to it, as shortly beforehand he had wanted to call it off between us, but we managed to agree to let me go up there (I already had everything booked and it was non-refundable), to see if it would rekindle anything that he felt he might have lost, and the visit really helped, and it's been mostly awesome ever since. I feel like, since that time over half a year ago, we have both managed to shift our attitudes enough to find a sweet spot in the middle that we are both happy with, that makes our relationship a lot better. It's taken a huge weight off our shoulders, and through teamwork and effort, I feel like our relationship is the best it's been in a long time. We still have our issues, but nothing like before. I'm thankful for him having fought for me and for us, even when he wanted to give up, and seeing him this go around feels so much different and less apprehensive than the last time. And it's making me just that more excited to see him.
I dunno, I felt like making a little celebratory post of sorts. I'm just feeling extra giddy about it all right now.
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