Bad day.

[Karringtyn]

Well our visit in three weeks looks like is being postponed.

Money.

I just assumed it was set in stone...and the one thing we do best...communicate...well I obviously didn't understand when he said he took the day off...that it wasn't to come visit 100 percent...but rather just in case....I started crying and since he took it so freakin passively...I was angry.

I said..I am going to go take a nap and he said..ok baby...love you and I said..yeah.

About a minute of silence went by...and then he said ohkay...talk to you later. CLICK.

We DON'T end convos like this. EVER.

I was really really pissed. I waited a couple of minutes and called back.

No answer. Left message.

Called again in a bit. He said he was in the bathroom....he was all loving....and it was then that I realized I had overreacted...big shock.

He said...I want to come...but I have to see about money...and the house and all.....ugh.

I said..I will just pay the gas money.....let's just take it day by day.

I miss him. And I hate how I overeact sometimes.

He said...please! Stop reading into things.

To which I replied...I will...and you please....would you just reassure me when you know I am really needing it.

I love that man. More than I can ever express. But I truly felt a lot of hurt today....

[LadyMarchHare]

I'm sorry that's happened. I know you've been through so much stress with this house thing. I know I overreact a whole bunch and I think I'd rather my guy act that chill than copy me so it turns into a fight. But you guys will get through this. It may seem hopeless today, but tomorrow's another ballgame, so to speak.

[Tanja]

I know how you feel - I get super excited really easily and most of the times my plans don't work out and I get super depressed... But that feeling will only take over you if you let it.
Try to think rationally rather than let your emotions take over even though it's hard.. but HE'S going through this as well and seeing you like that hurts him when he can't be there to comfort you. I'm sure he's under a lot of pressure trying to get the house sold to be able to be with you and especially after what the realtor said...

I know everything seems hopeless from time to time but remember that closing the distance is just a matter of time with you 2 and that's a very lucky situation compared to many couples on this site!

Smile and keep your chin up buttercup

[Andy]

Oh man, you really are riding a rollercoaster aren't you?

I'm sorry you've had a crappy day

I know how you feel - I get super excited really easily and most of the times my plans don't work out and I get super depressed... But that feeling will only take over you if you let it.
Try to think rationally rather than let your emotions take over even though it's hard.. but HE'S going through this as well and seeing you like that hurts him when he can't be there to comfort you. I'm sure he's under a lot of pressure trying to get the house sold to be able to be with you and especially after what the realtor said...

I know everything seems hopeless from time to time but remember that closing the distance is just a matter of time with you 2 and that's a very lucky situation compared to many couples on this site!

Smile and keep your chin up buttercup

I agree with this lady. She's right when she says it's just a matter of time. I'm sure it seems like it's dragging on, but really you should look at it like simply delaying the inevitable

It is going to happen and I'm sure once the whole house thing starts to gain a bit of momentum then it will all happen very quickly which will make all these mini-dramas in the meanwhile seem all the more irrelevant and insignificant.

I refer you to your post yesterday about it all being about the attitude

[Karringtyn]

Thank you all. I am going to close this...My rollercoasters are just not cool right now..I will keep it to my blog...


I appreciate your support!